..Woo-hoo. -_-

Sila na.

Or, at least that's what it looks like sa pics na nakita ko. Very, very obvious. As in they didn't even bother to be discreet about their sweetness and shit.

Now, i'm not mad or anything; it's more like...uhm, this:

O_O

then, followed by this:

O_o

then this:

-_-

then, finally, this:

:P

So yeah. Like I said, i'm not mad. I'm even happy for you, but i don't really care anymore.

I have one last request: if you know who you are, please, just don't bother me anymore. He can provide you with all the stuff that you need. Seriously if i can just block your number again dito sa phone ko i would have. Unfortunately walang ganung setting yung phone ko.

Okay, one last time: I'm not galit. Pero my reaction is just.. "..ugh, okay, whatevs." I have nothing against you, or him (especially him; he's a good guy); ..just...be happy. Be contented. And with that said just don't bother me anymore. All the people that i would want to be with are starting to disappear one by one -- kung kelan i'm starting to get motivated na finally magbago na.

But then yeah, back to normal. :)

P.S. Nasabi ko ba sa post na to na please don't bother me anymore?...I did? Oh, okay. Whatevs. :)

... :'(

..i've never felt so alone.

..eto yung mga times na binababa ko yung mga defenses ko and i just cry uncontrollably. yeah, what they see is that arrogant and offensive guy na akala nya nakakatuwa sya sa mga observations nya and shit... pero eto, di talaga maiwasan..

..i'm messing up again. big time. i'm 28 and ano na narating ko?

..wala pa din.

..meron,actually.madami.pero..iba eh.bakit ganito pa din?bakit wala yung satisfaction na hinahanap ko?

..bakit wala yung happiness?

..naalala ko ang sabi ni Stella.. "ikaw mismo ang gumagawa ng paraan para layuan ka ng mga taong malapit sayo"

..and she's never been so right.

..dahil na din sa kapalpakan ko, i lost my bestfriend. i lost my wife. i lost that certain someone na di ko aakalain at napansin na minahal pala ako ng seryoso.

..tapos eto, i actually tried opening up to someone that is super special din para sakin, and you know what i got?

"solve it yourself"

..may point sya,pero, ewan... i'm alone.

..i've never been so alone... and i've never been so scared.

..someone please help me. :'(

PS. yeah,there's supposed to be some kind of novel na ipopost ko dapat about my recent experience with "someone na di ko akalain at napansin na minahal pala ako ng seryoso", eh, di pa tapos. hehe. basta sa ngayon eto nararamdaman ko :'(

..reminiscing.

MiSleading yung title ng blog post noh?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pathological_liar

Akalain mo, meron pala Talagang medical condition ang pagiging sobrang sinungaling.

HonEstly ganito ako, pero, i know someone na either kasing level ko o baka mas mataas pa ang pagiging ganito.

According to the Link above, eto yung tipong hindi makatiis na hindi magsinungaling...as in instantly may maiisip siLang "believable" kasinungalingan if the situation needs it. Siguro may ganitong condition yung mga mAgaling mag-palusot. Natatamaan ako pero like what i've said, i know someone na mas magaling or ka-level ko sa pag-ganito. Pero napaisip naman ako, mas magaling ako magsinungaling i guess, kasi, alam kong nagsisinungaling sya sa karamihan ng mga palusot nya eh. Like, all the time. :P

Eto pa isang condition:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoia

The condition comprises of even more branching sub-conditions, but basically, ganito yung mga mahihilig tamaan sa facebook posts; or in this case, a blog post, kahit hindi naman sila yung pinatatamaan. Suckers.

Ano connect? Wala lang, madami na nakakaalam ng blog ko, and i'm pretty sure one or two of the people who reads this blog will definitely be affected by this post even if hindi sila yung pinapatamaan ko.

Come to think of it, who knows? I'm just trippin' right now and i'm just "lying" about this post; na wala naman ako pinapatamaan talaga; just to see kung sino yung may "paranoia"?

Astig, two semicolons in one sentence.