:)

Hehe, this post will overshadow the fact that i am now jobless. Wala, intro lang.

It was way back in October or November. I was newly hired by another game development company (while at the same time working for another game dev company. hehe, kahit saan talaga traydor ako.).

Anyway. My boss in that said company invited me to a chat conference, and it was there that i met... HER.

Her name is Candy. I wouldn't say her last name; but, let's just say ka-apelyido nya si "Maya". Bahala na kayo mag interpret. I got uber curious about this girl; for the fact na ang position nya is a game designer. Anong nakakagulat dun? Well, kapag game designer ka, matalino and creative ka.

Matalino and creative? My kind of girl.

Being an accomplished stalker that i am(hehe, proud pa talaga), i googled her. I found a couple or so results, pero i wasn't convinced na sya yun. After like a week of searching (joke, mga ilang oras lang), oh well, what the hell, i-chat ko na lang. :P

Buti na lang i did.

At first, okay naman, typical acquaintance talk. I told her some stuff about me, and in turn, sinabi din nya yung mga current na nangyayari sa buhay nya. Then after a few days, *I THOUGHT* close na kami; and basta ka-close ko  ang girl, automatically inlove na din ako. jusko.

I told her just that, and whaddya now, basted ako (jeez, may gumagamit pa ba ng 'basted'? dapat pala 'friendzoned'). Umabot pa nga sa point na todo drama ako and i wanted to commit suicide (hahaha, tanga lang). But anyway, after a few days, okay na ulet kami. And dun na nagsimula.

Nagsimula ang ano? Kala nyo kung ano,noh? Hahahahahahahahahaha,no.

Dun nagsimula yung pagiging bestfriends namin.

Now,typically, eto yung kinahihinatnan nung mga basted, pero, ewan,iba 'to. Kasi after my brother 'died', i've never really met someone na papalit sa kanya. Well,oo, dumating sa phase na yung ex ko e naging bestfriend ko afterwards (yeah Tilay, ikaw yun), na kinonsider ko pa ngang official na pumalit sa kapatid ko... pero, ayun, wala eh. Di talaga kami magkasundo. Maya't maya may pinag-aawayan.

Pero si Candy? ..well, ..ang masasabi ko lang is.. "finally."

Alam na nya lahat lahat ng nangyayari sa napakagulong buhay ko, and, not surprisingly, alam ko din ang mga nangyayari sa buhay nya. At first akala ko hanggang dun na lang yung closeness namin eh....

Yun pala...

....hanggang dun na lang nga.heh heh heh.

..chos. read on..

So, ayun, right now, i feel very, very, very happy kapag kausap ko sya. We talk about random shit most of the time, pero sympre madalas din namin pag usapan yung mga seryosong stuff; and even though minsan magkaiba kami ng opinyon sa mga bagay bagay (sa religion,specifically), di kami basta-basta nag aaway. We talk about it until okay na. And ayun, balik topak na ulet.

Basta may problem ako, hanapin ko lang sya, and i feel a whole lot better after namin mag usap. And in turn, isang "HOY" or "oist" or "psssst" lang nya, andun ako para makinig sa mga probs nya.

And the weird part is, wala akong nararamdaman para sa kanya. Seriously. Totally. Wala talaga.

...Astig.

So yeah, to you, yes you -- my "m'lady", my "bastard" (well,actually di ko pa sya natatawag ng ganito; pero sya din kasi nag bring up nyan as a male counterpart dun sa tawag nya sakin na "bitch"), my.. "dilat". Thank you for being there for me as my "best budd evAr". Siguro patay na ko ngayon kung wala ka sa buhay ko. (and actually, agree sya dyan.) :))

I will always and forever be your "bitch".. your..."fag"...your "bading"...and your... "manwhore".. (hahaha tawagan lang po ito, wala po ibig sabihin)..Basta,wag na wag kang mawawala. kahit pa mag-asawa ka na. And ako pala. Pero imposible na.hahaha.

I remember telling you that "you're like me but with a moral code intact".. and yeah, i'll stick with that,sorry :P

Pero dadagdagan ko:

"Dilat, you're like me, but with a moral code intact -- which makes me a better man every single day." 

...wag ka na magrereact. pabayaan mo 'ko :))

Semi-related comic. And oh, she didn't like the fact na ang ikli ikli nung suot nyang blazer dyan. Sorry naman.hahaha.

The dream.

Last night i dreamed about being a ghost; specifically, a ghost who traveled back in the past. Eto yung year/era na bata pa 'ko; as in, around 8 to 12 years old ako? Pero yung isip ko at mga experiences ko until the present time was still intact.

And guess what? Ang pinakaunang gusto kong gawin sa dream ko was to write a letter to my future ex-wife saying na:

"Kapag nararamdaman mong nagloloko ang asawa mo, please, wag na wag na wag kang bibitaw. Kasi in time bigla syang magtitino, and babawi sya sa lahat ng nagawa nya..."

Dreams, according to studies, are part-mystery, part-scientific. Scientific kasi, eto daw yung way para masilip natin kung ano talaga yung totoong nasa subconscious natin; kung ano yung nararamdaman natin kapag gising tayo pero pinipilit nating itago. Mystery, kasi may mga chances that it predicts the future.

In my case, oo, it's accurate -- both in the mystery part and the scientific part. Yun nga lang, bumitaw sya.

Oh yeah, and i woke up crying.

Sikat na ko! .. Well, sort of. -_-

Damn.

But first, this (click on the image to enlarge):

Okay, so i posted this one in FB, right? Then one certain individual na i think naghahanap talaga ng away e tinag yung kakilala nya which in turn e magaling sa vector art. Then boom. Dun na nagsimula.

The comic spread like wildfire. >_<

Kumalat na sya sa kung saan saan; it gained notoriety. May mga automatically naging hater ko and madami dami din naman na sumuporta sa akin. In as little as ONE HOUR.

Sobrang daming discussion, arguments, bangayan ang nangyari sa Facebook afterwards; akala ko nga di ko kakayanin eh. I mean, i just created a comic strip that were NOT supposed to be taken seriously and then ayun, apparently balat sibuyas pala sila.

Jeez. That's just a comic; even more, it's a HUMOR comic. I really, really expected na yung mga OPEN MINDED individuals e maiintindihan ang fact na yun. It's not about ME hating vector art. Hindi dapat binabasa yan "per panel" per se, but dapat iniintindi from START to FINISH. E sabagay, ang mga pinoy kasi, magaling sa pagiging O.A.  kahit hindi pa alam yung buong story.

So ang nangyari dyan:

Some vector dude: (reads the FIRST panel) ..watda!? my feelings are hurt! i don't care about the REST of the comic kasi nasaktan na ko sa una pa lang! magrereact na ko ng todo! gusto ko mang awaaaaay!! graaaahhhh!!

..or something like that.

Pero the thing is, kung babasahin mong mabuti yung buong comic, the main character is even GUILTY of tracing images din. And that's the POINT of the WHOLE COMIC STRIP. That's the PUNCHLINE. Hindi yung fact na nagttrace ng images ang vector artist.

But like i said, mga PINOY nagbabasa eh. malamang todo react agad.

And yeah,my point yung isang close friend ko, na isang aspiring vector artist din. Sabi nya,kung alam naman nya sa sarili nya na magaling sya, hindi sya masasaktan at magagalit and instead mas pagbubutihin pa nya. I salute you Domz Luna.

And finally, symperds, may say dyan ang aking "best budd forevah" na si Candy, na nagsabing:

"i am only responsible for what i say, not for what you understand"

Oha, lumiit pa yung font. Hehe. but anyway, aside from them andami din naman nag encourage saken na wag masyado ma-guilty at mag alala sa ginawa ko. And for that,thanks.

But anyway, i made peace with the Vector dudes. Okay, that's the last comic strip na tinitira ko kayo. Sa sunod iba naman, hehe. But hey at least hindi na kayo. Basta, sorry! Wag kayo magpapaapekto sa isang hamak na comic strip kasi mas kilala nyo ang sarili nyo!

People, this is freedom of speech, this is freedom of expression. Sana maintindihan nyo. :)

Bumabalik ata yung Ulcer ko dahil nito. Deymn.

Ang Kulit ni Babe! Hahaha

Hehe misleading yung blog title. Kala mo may gf ako eh noh. Eto yun (click on the image to enlarge):

Hehe,sana palagi na ko makagawa nito; kahit once a week. Ang tanong: sino si Babe?!?! She's not who you think she is (dun sa mga kakilala ko. i'm sure kasi may hinala na sila kung sino). Basta, none of you know her. Hahahaha!

Oh well, Babe is right. Sobrang busy para sa ganito. Pero at least i'm trying! Tune in soon for more blog comics! (or comics blog, whatevs)