"Anna Meyri likes Princess Shii's Photo"
..'Princess Shii'? seems familiar.
..yeah so i clicked on the link, and saw a pic of my ex, Stella, with her twin sister Anna and her nephew Kent. pretty normal, i guess.
..but that wasn't the "fun" part. i saw this 'Princess Shii's' profile picture. i was, ...well, rather, surprised?
..it's actually Stella, with her now-boyfriend Ivan (which i will now passionately call 'the thing'). okay, i'm not THAT surprised, because i've known Stella for so long and she's the type that creates a new account when she wants to 'move on'. :))
..but anyway, i didn't see that coming.
..yeah, i know she already has a new boyfriend (we had our usual 'bangayan' chat just a few days ago and it ended up with her revealing that she has a new bf), but seeing that 'thing' with her was kind of a shock.
..i don't know if this is just ego, or i'm just being bitter (though i'm pretty sure i'm not), but seeing her with that 'thing' kinda made me... well, both sad and happy for her.
..sad, because:
- well, i should really start staying away from her now. i hate exes with new bfs. :P
- i will kinda miss our fights (haha) and how she's this uber masungit girl BUT when we're the only people around she's uber sweet.
- again, not being bitter, but i'm very, very sure that i'm a whole lot better than that.. 'thing'.
- i've done a lot of bad things to her and to some extent, her family.
- more than that, i did something that changed her life forever.
- and even more than that, i was supposed to make it up to her and to her family, but now i will never be able to.
..and of course, happy, because:
- simple. because she's happy now.
..Well. i'm pretty sure she wouldn't read this, but,...
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..yeah, Stella, i'm happy for you; because i'm very sure i'm happy now. please, please be happy and contented with Ivan. or else i will punch that 'thing' in the face. :)
I just read this 'thing' of yours. LOL. anyways, yes, I'm happy, contented? nah, sort of maybe. Madami pa akong kelangan sa buhay ko para makontento ako. Thankyou for being happy for me, ikaw din sana masaya ka na. Masaya maging masaya! HAHA!
ReplyDeleteNatawa naman daw ako dun sa "again, not being bitter, but i'm very, very sure that i'm a whole lot better than that.. 'thing'." FYI, you're a lot different to Ivan and also, Ivan is a lot different to you. Sama mo na din si Brix. MAGKAKAIBA kayo. Don't always compare them to you. Lahat ng tao magkakaiba, I know you knew that.
Natawa din ako dito, "i will kinda miss our fights (haha) and how she's this uber masungit girl BUT when we're the only people around she's uber sweet." uber talaga? haha! sweet pala ako, hindi ko alam :P
Hindi bago yung account kong yun. That's my third account. Alam mo yun :)
shocked ka kasi kasama ko sa pic si Ivan noh? well, siguro akala mo, same sila ni Brix na malayo and long distance relationship ang peg, siguro, OO, magkalayo kami pero HE'S DOING HIS BEST PARA MAGKITA AT MAKAPASYAL DITO SA BAHAY. :)
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